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Country: United States
State: Arizona
Interests: Star wars, reading, spending time with my new husband
Expertise: Microbiology, most experienced with food and water borne buggies
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Member Since:
12/16/2003
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| From a former friend and bridesmaid, after I tried for two days to get her to go to lunch with me so we could try to talk things out...
"I have tried to be nice but its too weird and painful.Michelle and William, please move on with your lives without me. You treat people poorly. I do not want to be one of those people. We are done here. Good-bye." Tried to be nice when since this stuff started? I haven't seen it, I was trying to be nice and sit down to talk things through but she won't even do that. Fuck the world I hate it and everyone.
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| How about a real hot and cold sort of report? Good news: We have a new keeshond puppy named Kerensky (Void's name choice, not mine); Bad new: the poor thing has a giardia infection and we must give him medication and keep careful control of his activities for the foreseeable future, not to mention that all this handwashing is ripping the skin on my already abused hands to shreds.
Good news: I have a job interview for the Bioterrorism laboratory on the 20th. Wish me luck, I really want to get in here as it is much more interesting and I MUST get away from my current coworkers.
Bad News: I still haven't managed to really get over the betrayal described previously. I honestly don't know who I can and cannot trust and so I am pulling back from all but a few people. This in turn only furthers my depression but I also can't stand the thought of facing people who may be only pretending to be my friends. No one seems to care about any of this either. Everyone noticed when IA and SheWookiee went scarce, and many people made a big stink about it, me... not a big deal. Doesn't help any that I must see one of the people on my suspiscious persons list several times a week. Would be nice if I atleast had a clue what my supposed crime was.
Good news: A friend is coming to visit this week from out of town. Bad news: Its just for a couple days.
Random thought: How does the new rumor go if a friend of mine starts dating the man I'm supposedly having an affair with? Is she stealing the man I'm not supposed to have or is there some kind of three-way thing going on? Or perhaps my husband is included and it becomes a regular orgy? More so if he brings in the woman he is supposedly having an affair with? Wow, I'm starting to wish I had been invited to this party ;)
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| So my husband and I decided to go out for dinner tonight, only to discover that a large group of our "friends" were there already having a good evening which no one had bothered inviting us to. This just a few hours after I'd been told that I'm not hated or ostracized by these people. Obviously...
Sad part of it is that I haven't even been involved in any of the drama/arguments that have prompted this treatment, it seems to be more a matter of who I choose to associate with and who I'm married to. Of course, these people seem convinced that there's something horribly wrong with my relationship with my husband too. Must be the time I spend online according to them... couldn't possibly be that my husband and I don't see each other enough because of his screwed up work schedule, not that it is causing as much trouble as they seem to think it is.
How about this, KEEP THE HELL OUT OF MY BUSINESS if you're not going to alteast be friend enough to invite me along. I'm so fucking tired of being stabbed in the back.
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| Fuck the world. Perhaps I'll just close the house for the forseeable future... how very tempting
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| So it has been made painfully and embarassingly clear to me that I am a poor hostess and a lazy housewife. (No, not by my wonderful husband, apparently he's the only person who understands things). Despite my efforts to keep my house a place that people feel welcome to visit and available for use to the group as much as possible I do not do enough. The house is not clean enough, I am not using my spare time the way other people would have me use my spare time and so it apparently was necessary for someone to point out to me my faults. Thank you, my friend, for making me realize that I am merely being used for my home and that I am not doing a good enough job at providing a home for a couple dozen people. I just wish I'd known sooner, before I had so many people through my house laughing at me behind their hands.
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